Recently I decided I wanted to blog….I just didn’t know what the hell I would blog about that ANYONE would care about reading….
Today I remembered a memory from my childhood….something so incredably random and un-memorable…it flashed thru my mind and when the memory was over it was gone…later when I tried to look back on the memory…I could not for the life of me remember what it was…then I had this thought…
“what if memories are like stars…brightest right before they die”
I got scared…and I cried a little and I thought
“fuck…is this what happens, we get older and forget our memories, the farther things get the more they disappear in our rearview mirror till they are completely out of sight forever…I dont want to lose anything from my past…my memories, my life, my emotions, experiences, connections…”
so I decided….this blog will be my jar…and my memories, my stories, my thoughts they will be like fire flies..I will collect them all in one place so I dont have to lose them..
this is for nobody and everybody…..I will be honest I will be vulnerable I will tell it all as it was is and will be, 100% without exaggeration or bias….a true telling of the life I have lived, will live and am living…
I will change names to protect the innocent
this will be a badly punctuated, spelled, grammered, etc etc etc from my brain…
this will be both profound and pretentious, both complex and simple
love me or hate me, read it or dont but either way…here it comes!
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